Lost in the Darkness
I'm neither alive nor am I dead
With monsters still running in my head
All those demons are living so deep within
How come I've become what I've never been?
Am I forsaken, forgotten, forlorn?
Or is it just a thorn
That makes me bleed to death?
I am beyond the saving
I am beyond the forgiveness I know
I vagely remember there's another path,
But I'm way to far, I can't let it go
Refrain:
Heaven is not for me
And on earth I've been denied
Look what you've done to me!
Are you really satisfyed?
I have tried to kill you,
But you seem immortal to me
Oblivion only can set me free
I'm neither captured nor am I free
Got lost in the maze you created for me
All the way it's dark so deep within
I've become a monster that I've never been
I destroy you again and again
Though it's all in vain
But I'll make you bleed to death!
I am beyond the saving
I am beyond the fogiveness I know
There is no other path anymore
And I am way too far with nowhere to go
Refrain:
Heaven is not for me
And on earth I've been denied
Look what you've done to me!
Are you really satisfied?
I tried to destroy you
But you are immortal to me
Only their blood can set me free
Somewhere deep inside I still want to be saved
Break out of this madness to feel the warmth again
Is there still something that can bring me back to life
Oh, please I am so tired of this never-ending strife
I want to find the saving
Though I can't be forgiven I know
I want the pain to vanish
So tired of having nowhere to go
Heaven, all I ask for
Is to find some peace inside
I want this nightmare to end
I want to see the light
The demons tear me apart
They seem so immortal to me
All I want is to be free!